Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Fight With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a overcast Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, like lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically start with severe pain around one eye that lasts for three hours.
About one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically start with sudden, excruciating pain focused on one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her teens, like several causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around erratic pain took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical medical records propose bizarre remedies for what some observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by global headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel that delivers blood to the head. Prominent specialists in treating the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode eased.
Official guidelines on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the attacks of well-known people.
But leading specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute therapy alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a